cole

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 00:57:26 GMT

Uggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
This place is toxic.

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 18:29:18 GMT

Just found out sipz uses fish stock and has egg in there mock meats.

Uggg I'm seriously done eating out.

So bummed right now especially cause I just ate there yesterday. Gross!!!!

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 03:29:16 GMT

Saw the cove I highly suggest you do so as well.

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 05:34:18 GMT

i might invest in this thing called a bike. yeah been looking and seeing what i like. i might go to the trek store which is right by my house just so i can see.

san diego transportation

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 03:01:26 GMT

You know what I realized today.

Well driving around I saw all these buses and it reminded me of taking them in seattle. Let just say our transportation system sucks.

Well I was driving I noticed the bus stop and the only thing at the bus stops was the number bus that picked up at that stop. It didn't say where it was going or what time the pick ups where at.
So lets say if you were new in town you would have to go online and see the schedule or ask the bus driver. Lame!!!

Where as in seattle it says each bus number that picks up plus exactly each destination the bus was going along with what time it came . And to top it off each bus driver was supper friendly and would help in telling you which bus number to go on if you were lost.

San diego needs to get with it

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 04:00:37 GMT

A little update
Went to seattle for a week actually I'm still here.

Leaving on sunday morning. Went to a really good pizza place called pizza pi. Yummm

A tea place called remedy teas .a loose leaf tea place. Really tasty

An asian place called in the bowl. Really yummy kind of like sipz in san diego, but between you and me I think sipz is better.

Flying apron which is an organic vegan gluten free bakery. Really good plus they have vegan pot pies hmmm.

Tomorrow I go to mighty o donuts. A vegan donut shop.

Went to the first ever starbucks. Bainbridge island. Pike place market. Freemont farmers market. Capitol hill. Freemont. University district. Space needle. Chinatown. Pioneer square. Elliot bay books.

Walked a lot going to walk more tomorrow and saturday before I leave. I'm going to try and do an overload of pictures tomorrow and saturday. I realy like it here. Its absolutley beautiful.
I'm going to grab some donuts tomorrow run and then who knows coffe? Pizza? More pictures?

a lots going to change in a matter of months

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 03:57:12 GMT

"There is little difference between being lost
And exploring." Dan eldon

some news

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 05:14:31 GMT

I found out from a client that in england you don't need a license to do hair.

I did a lot of research and I could never find anything about needing a license to do hair.

She continued and told me that there are schools there that you can go to but if you want to work in a salon in england all you do is apprentice at the salon and then they give you a chair.

I'm going to more research but moving there to do hair just made it a whole lot easier.

This year is all about traveling, here I go.

P.s I went to santa cruz this weekend to the redwoods. It was beautiful!!

a lamb

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:31:59 GMT

I realized with a little more thought.

I love you san diego my home will always be here and when I decided to settle down you are where I will come!

Not anytime soon, I have to do a lot more research probably within a 3/4 year radius. But who really knows, sooner or later but
I'm moving out of california.

I'm done. I love it here. But there's a world I love to take advantage of alittle more aswell.

I'm falling in love with world/nature for it will never let you down only make you fall harder and harder in love.

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 05:53:24 GMT

I want RAMEN!!! With peanut sauce mmmmmmhhhh

P.s. Tings with chili covered mangos taste exactly like hot chhheetoss

stop and take time to enjoy what we take advantage of

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 00:52:06 GMT

I spend a good amount of my time traveling or at least in my car.. . Two years and already 30.000 miles and counting . Anyways I have come to realize in the time spent without a computer and barely a television that we are merly ants upon an ant hill, son.. Get your ass outside and explore. Don't get me wrong I would love to listen to new music on this thing called the internet but sometimes you have to go without to realize what your missing out, well love, I have.. stop and look around you life goes on and you see in one moment flowers blooming and then the next leaves are falling. Get your ass outside. Stop looking at your myspace or face book or blogspot to see who added you or who added new pictures. I myself am not a nature person but tell me how watching as much tv in a day as you did work and spending as much time on the computer is worth your time. I get it youre tired, you want to relax sprawled out across the couch in your undies watching reruns of friends. Get over it! I love friends and can watch it time and time again don't get me wrong but when did life stop and getting sucked into the television begin. This is me signing out for the most part merly to sign in to see what shows are coming up. I'm over this . use with moderation because it can take over and sooner or later its all you have left while the world moved on without you. Remember there is a lot to see. A lot to be learned. A lot to gain, you just have to go out there and find it. Signing out xo nicole

P.s this means I'm taking more trips around this world but first the states.

First stop san fran...

pps.. Have heart april 3rd. Ohhh yess

its fun

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 05:57:42 GMT

When your family, the ones that are suppose to be there for you, are the ones that walk all over you ,manipulate you, and take full advantage of you. They know how to hurt you the most and make you cry by not even saying anything at all. They do it why? Because we or at least I say because they're family.

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 18:08:45 GMT

Eating pineapple
Watching andrew bird on the tele

Realizing I'm happy.
Finally I'm happy. No longer worrying about how someone feels about me. I'm over it....finally. It took me so long.

My shoulders are higher today and I go on smiling.

p.s I'm going up in the ear world. 00g s are in my ear or should I say I'm tapering them to get in my ear. 1 inch here I come.

pps. Ceremony is playing pb music trader
On my moms bday. But I'm still going afterwards

Sooooo excited haven't been to a hc show in at least a year

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 07:00:36 GMT

My grandmothers caretaker takes things from me ahahah.

You may think I'm crazy but she does tweezers... nail polish...hair things... razors... small things.

Its amazing this lady comes 1 day a week for about an hour tops and she gets paid for the whole week. She's gets my tax money to sit on her lazy ass. I love it.

On a good note

Fuck vans on sunday I'm taking the day off and 10 to 1 going to l.a for the day. Here's to 2009.

I have come to the realization that there is no time like the present and you are not guarented to live to the next day.

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 09:39:29 GMT

I have a huge grin on my face and its not leaving anytime soon

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 07:48:31 GMT

Edit......

I always let those emotions get the best of me and I should realize I'm posting this on the world wide web and not my personal journal.

resolutions

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 18:00:52 GMT

1.... move out
2.... become more responsible in life in general especially with money
3.... live life a little more
ii.e travel the states/ travel europe/ see more sights

More to be added.... maybe

I feel like

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 03:50:31 GMT

A pile of crap.

Bahhh it sucks I was talking earlier and said I never get sick. But I knocked onwood.

Well that didn't work cause my throat hurts my nose is clogged and I feel like I'm sick. You know the feeling. New years eve wiped me out... flat on the floor.
I'm so sleepy.

P.s I neeeeeed new cds so bad plus ii need new plugs

My glass ones broke

I'm going to go sleep.
2009 what!!

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 02:24:42 GMT

OoOhh ohh
ooOhhohhh
Hands down I'm too proud for love
But with eyes shut
Its you I'm thinking off
And how we move from a to b can't be up to me
Cause I don't know
Eye to eye thigh to thigh
I let go

And for you I keep my legs apart
And forget about my tainted heart

Jump off a clif
Cause you know baby I love you a little bit
It was you and I

I think I'm alittle bit in love with you
But only if youre a little bit in love with me

Come here stay with me stroke me by the hair
Cause I would give anything to have you as my man

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 19:53:13 GMT

So here I am waiting in line at starbucks because its raining like cats and dogs and I need a drink to warm me up.

But you don't have to know if its iced or hot.

I'm listening to miss. Lykke li and am soo happy that's its raining.

I still have to do some christmas shopping for my mom jenny and a white elephant gift for the salon. Bahh I don't know what I'm getting beside for my mom. And to top it off I'm not even into christmas it always brings out the worst in people. People in general that is. Augg and the lines and the parking .

Oh well

I'm making a vegan cheesy tortilla soup for christmas dinner. Its going to be so yummy. I also have to make stuffing. Its my favorite.

Besides that the
Salon is picking up and people arnt procrastinating anymore and I'm busy. Yay!

Hope you guys have a good holiday as well!

Fri, 12 Dec 2008 09:25:22 GMT

So its 1.15am and I can't go to sleep.

Jenny brought up livejournal last weekend and I realized hmm I'm joining this thing again.... anyway

I ve been thinking for the past couple hours of how much I miss hardcore shows.. How much that was apart of my life and since having no computer and no life for the past 2 years.. No computer for a year... I never really stayed in the know. but I'm going to regain apart of myself I feel I left behind and not because I didnt like that but because I just left it. Regaining a little bit of my old self again. Weird but time

Tue, 13 May 2008 04:11:07 GMT

Why is it when you actually love something, love what you do and the feeling you get, and its all you think about 24/7

It so hard to hold onto. Its like jello and you try to hard and you lose it and not hard enough it falls. WHY? Because no matter what I do I fail, and its so hard to just try again, just to fail again. I know that stupid saying. But when you fail and lose evrything then get it all back you want to do everything in your power to hold onto it, but its that fear how do you just lose it?

(Not meaning a person but I guess it can go with that as well)

I wish for all my questions to be answered and all the fear I have to dissappera

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 04:47:20 GMT

So how the hell do you prove yourself when given a second chance , when its not in your power to make people show up?

More than anything I couldn't tell you how happy I am to be given this chance , but when people are looking at you and your already screwing up but its nots something your doing . What do you do?

I want to scream
But end up laughing because what else can I do.
Imnot over it but the odds are definitley against me!!!

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:02:45 GMT

So this past week has been just plain aweful, if I had a better word I would use it. I haven't told anyone but one person about what I'm going through. I thiink I finally broke down and just cried so hard for the first time yesterday. For me crying in my opinion is viewed as a weakness and in my m.ind I am definitely not a weak person. Iam also very much not an open person about my life or anything as a fact so more then likely this will get deleted.

I've been asked why I don't trust people and why I don't open up well this is why

Yesterday I was told that someone told someone ,very important to me, that they would've helped me about a situation I've been in.

Which was an absolute and complete lie. And I had nothing to say to defend myself. I didn't even tell that person it was untrue. Why? I just was completely quite. this person who is telling lies about me has been doing this for a while now and I can't even call this person out on it, I've caught this person in many .and everytime I face this person I just want to ignore them and walk away and yet I actually treat them like a human being. Stupid.

And the funny thing is how can this person walk up to me and pretend to be a friend and try to get on my good side. Haha this is why.

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:48:30 GMT

A year and some.

I could've been so much more.
I could've tried so much harder

I should've made them proud